Enough

I find it really hard lately to have time to blog. Well, it's actually hard to find time to do anything really, let alone blog.

School has been busy, my days are long, the family has been sick on and off for months it feels and I am tired. That about sums it up I guess.

I am so ready for summer. I have been thinking a lot lately about how I miss sleeping in Saturday mornings and hanging out with the kids. How I miss going home and night and going to bed at 8:00 because I had a long day. I just feel like right now I am so overwhelmed with everything and I could use a break.

I am in one of the last important parts of school, hair cutting. Although it's very interesting and I am learning a lot, I feel like my head is not 100% in it. That is not my style either. I always give 100% and if I feel like I'm not, then there is a problem.

I threw out an idea yesterday to Nick about possibly taking a couple of months off of school, like a leave of absence. I don't want to burn myself out, but I need to make sure that if I did do something like that it wouldn't impact my scholarship. That would not be a good thing at all. I just think if I took a couple months off, refocused myself, spent some time with my family in the nice weather, and went back when the kids go back to school, it would be nice. Give me some piece of mind.

Nick isn't so keen on the idea, but I don't think he understands completely my logic behind it. I know I have some thinking to do but I really feel like that may be a good option for me right now. I guess we will just have to wait and see.